Out of my head. 

 

So get out of my head, cause I need to rest 

I don’t compete cause it ain’t a contest 

I’m part of the elite, I don’t lay low to be discreet 

I was born on the streets, so remember the words you speak           

They play in my mind like a fiend that can’t sleep 

And Neither can I, so I put it on repeat 

Then I replay the beat, take a step and then creep 

Still no sleep It’s the middle of the week, cause everything’s not what it seems 

I wanna admit defeat, but it’s like a drug that I need 

I stay fixated on the things that make me use my technique 

Make me unique, it’s all bittersweet 

Nothings ever guaranteed, but I still choose to believe 

I use the drugs as an excuse to relieve, all the tension that’s creeping into my dreams 

Can’t stop grindin on my teeth, I need to breathe 

Before I lose my mind and cease to have my own peace 

Never behind the scenes, ready to die and bleed for my beliefs 

And beneath the surface we all deceive 

If you say you haven’t you’re a liar in disbelief 

How naive, just admit you aren’t ready to face your issues 

You can choose to use as an excuse 

Or you can simply just face the truth and be left with something to prove 

Otherwise you’re looking at someone who’s been through the drug abuse 

Tell me, do you approve? 

And if you do, I think it’s time argue 

Take a look through the previews, and introduce yourself 

Take a look at your health, give me an estimated self wealth 

The pain is like a threat, causes stress, then causes death to the flesh 

Like a disease, as you begin to sweat you hold it by the threads 

Feeling success without time for me to start afresh. 

Its the effects that present a whole concept 

False love and sounds you can hear on the stairwell 

Oh well, I was already aware of the warfare 

Been in this position before, still feels like I’m elsewhere 

Wonder if anyone cares enough to sit down for a prayer 

I love being on my own and alone, but sometimes it isn’t fair 

Find myself starting to dwell, with no where to excel 

Alone in another state, crying in my own hotel 

Shouldn’t I be happy that my musics taken off but all I can do is stare 

Because each time I admit a new issue, I lose more of my soul 

And with that I lose a bit more control 

Might have the payroll but what’s it worth without a goal? 

Going at a dream without a purpose, but I want the rush 

Without that I wouldn’t be tough enough to face the sadness 

Tell me how did we get so senseless and get so restless? 

I’m so reckless and the less wrecked I get, I become careless 

Like a sickness that causes weakness on a full time basis 

That causes you to be spineless 

I try and come up with excuses as if my name was Alice 

But I’m embarrassed and a bit too dangerous to come up with defences 

But we all love the come up, for days it feels endless 

And with no sleep, you’re gonna need some lenses 

Before you cut yourself off and start to lose those senses 

Doesn’t make sense when the moment presents 

Feelin like a legend that’s reached his bridges, and when you do you’ve burnt it so how was it worth it? 

I guess it’s worthless, and I’ll be less worthy of the purpose 

But I was warned, so make sure you never let it be sworn over your life as if you’re facing court 

But you’re a fraud, so tell me who’s story’s mo’ likely to be bought? 

 

Mine or yours?