Kayce,

You wonder why I chose you?  

Yes. I have appointed and called you to this walk.  

I chose you because you will cherish the gift. You will be in awe and wonder of my majesty for years to come. You have always felt me pulling, and drawing you in closer.  

Now is the time. 

I chose you, I chose you because to whom much is given much is required, and you have been given little in your life.  

Therefore I will make you great and give you much. You have shown forgiveness, therefore I will forgive.  

When many trespasses are forgiven gratitude is formed. You are worthy because I called you. 

Out of this place of feeling unworthy you will operate in power for you know it is not by your own strength when you use your gifts. But by my hand.  

I chose you most of all, because I love you.  

You ask but how? I’m only me.  

Put on My armour. 

(Ephesians 6:10-18, as written below). 

“Finally, be strengthened by the Lord and his powerful strength. Put on God’s armor so that you can make a stand against the tricks of the devil. We aren’t fighting against human enemies but against rulers, authorities, forces of cosmic darkness, and spiritual powers of evil in the heavens. Therefore, pick up the full armor of God so that you can stand your ground on the evil day and after you have done everything possible to still stand. So stand with the belt of truth around your waist, justice as your breastplate, and put shoes on your feet so that you are ready to spread the good news of peace. Above all, carry the shield of faith so that you can extinguish the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is God’s word.” 

but you say Lord how it’s to hard to change, it to hard to focus, I feel overwhelmed, alone, afraid and under equipped for this task. It’s too much. 

My truth is change. Truth brings healing. By truth people are set free. You cannot function and speak forth my words accurately if you are operating in deception as in past days. I tell you, you must operate in truth.  

Deceit. That is from the evil one. He is the father of lies and there is no truth in him. Your enemy is a rotating lion seeking whine he may devour. But I The Lord your God keep lions mouth shut. He shall not harm you. 

Plague, pestilence and harm shall come near you, but lay a hand on you. There is a barrier set. A shield around you I have put in place.  

Transparency is key. Hey 

Change. You are torn. I say this day do not be led by your feelings my daughter. You have operated out of the emotions and knowledge in the past, you are now operating under My spirit.  

My spirit is found in truth. The source of your power is love and compassion. Go with these, test me in my word. Believe in me and learn your craft. Love. Love bears all things, and believes all things hopes all things.  

The I love I have for you is an everlasting love, but in my hand is swift in justice, righteousness and truth.  

My love is unconditional, you can operate out of your own love with others. Lean on me. 

My love is for you, not against you, plans to give you a future and hope, and plans to prosper you.  

It does not matter where you are from, stop thinking of the past I do a new thing. Think and believe, you are you are becoming My instrument of praise and strength. A force not to be reckoned with. You are an almighty tool for the gospel. You will set the captives free, you will speak truth into the dark recesses of people’s hearts that have been chained bound and shackled. YOU are on my warrior. I require allegiance honour and truth with these attributes you shall swing a sword of justice and mercy.  

This is a double edge sword. One side mercy, one side Justice. It shall be driven by Love and guided by Truth, my truth. Truth from both above and and the natural. The practical and spiritual level truths.  

First and foremost between you and the Lord, then with your family and friends and ultimately yourself. I will guide you and you will be lifted up among the sons of man, you will be lifted up into a place where you will have favour and grace everywhere you go. If and only if you yourself walk in truth and then lead my people into truth. How you ask?  

You must first learn to hear My voice, and yes it is written, the voice of a stranger do not follow. At time the stranger will seem familiar, confortable and the easy way. The same as it ever was thought is a stranger.  

This voice of a stranger maybe come in the form of past hurts, regrets, the failure of man, or your own mistakes and ignorance.  

In me I have obliterated all that.  

I have come to set the captives free and bring justice.  

You have a deep desire to set captives free that have been through what you’ve been through, and other horrific sins of man and influencers of the evil one. This often comes out in the perverted and twisted way that the enemy tries to distort. Into tricking you into believing that it is something that you do. This thinking is wrong, this is the stranger.  

You are built for more than that. You are strong, you are being built up from the inside out. People will look at you and say, what? how does she carry such power? 

In the past and you were lost this was happening? People would fear you at times. You have had people misunderstand your fierceness. I will now use this for my Glory.  

They will say how does she carry such a mantle? how do such a little woman carry such anointing of God? how did she know so much about this? 

I tell you, it is by My spirit, it is by My spirit says the Lord. Not by might, not by earthly power, but by My spirit I shall tell you things to come.  

The journey.  

Fuelled by love compassion and a penchant for justice you will not stop, you will not grow weary and you will not grow faint. Yes, there will be difficult times ahead, and yes there will be times of silence and there will be times of wilderness. But I The Lord your God will never leave you or forsake you. I shall see you through them all. 

What about he people I love and care for?  

Yes, people come and go, I will bring your helpers along your path to help you on each journey, in each mission. Some big some small. But remember there is nothing to great for me. Test me in this .  

Some will stay and you will learn from them, others will stay and grow with you, and yet others you will teach and so on. 

You say that but lord this is too big for me I cannot handle this? 

I said to you my daughter my burden is light my yoke is easy... not heavy.  

Give. When it gets to much give, Give to me your concerns talk to me in the waking hours, in the middle of the night speak to me.  

But you say it’s hard. I know. I know 

Put aside old things from when you walked in the lusts of the flesh, put off the old man and put on your new armour in which I have given you to defeat the enemy, and to look like the bride that you are. Yes, you are beautiful my daughter. You are wonderfully made. I love you. 

I love you with an everlasting love. 

I love you and want nothing from you in return but your love and to be a part of your life. Out of that love change will come, obedience will come. Obedience to my word is better than sacrifice. The sacrifice of loss. But I tell you, you will have loss. You will experience loss. Experience pain, pain of separation, and pain of separation from what you knew into what you will become.  

Surrender. 

Yes I will give you certain things back 100 fold. If you listen and hear My words today I will bless you beyond belief, more than you can imagine or ask of me. You will have more than enough to give to others, you will have more than enough to accomplish the goals and missions and directives I have set up for you.  

Kayce, you will have more than enough to lavish love and gifts on those you love and have been there for you and yes your daughter Bella. 

She is beautiful, fear not she will be safe.  

How will I know what is right?  

My daughter along the way please do not trust your senses, do not trust even those that maybe appear to want to do good, that may appear to be on the same mission. Because most of them are not on the same mission, you are unique and you are special and your loved get along side others like yourself. find older women who you can learn from.  

You have a passion for music I gave you that, you have a passion for being creative in art, I gave you that you have a passion to want to see and speak from the stage.  

You say but Lord nobody wants me...you say but lord what message do I have? all I have is pain and hurt..you say but lord I have to do certain things I don’t know if I can. 

I tell you today my daughter you do not have to be like the world. I will give you wisdom not as the world gives but from above. From my throne. I will give you an everlasting message I will give you the love and people will comprehend your words when they otherwise would not from another vessel.  

My daughter you are unique and special and I love you.  

Please heed my words today and you will be blessed beyond belief and rewarded for your faith.