There are only two viable options that could result in the ending of the impacting weight that stands between the two roads that are facing opposite of each-other.

As the cold blistering wind crashes into my skin, I take one step forward.

I look to the left ;

I. I will spend my very last dying moments in this world quite literally dying to get the very next fix. 

Dying to feel this way one more time.

I look to the right ;

II. I quit every drug that has been poisoning me from the inside out from my youngest memories. I escape and let go of all my bad habits, I give myself a fair chance at living the best life possible.